Jonna (propain) wrote,

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I'm trying not to be stressed out today but it is getting to me. I'm quitting smoking today. That is a big stress factor because right now all I want to do is go outside and sit on the porch a smoke a Marlboro Light as I watch to cars go by. But I know I have to do it. I don't want to die like my Grandmother did, at the age of 62. I want to be around for a while for my daughter.
My number one stress factor right now is money. It is the first of the month, therefore rent time. Well, as of right now, I only have $200. I have been waiting on two checks to come in that haven't come in yet. I'm about to scream, I don't want to be late on my rent but it seems inevitable. The worst part is that there is no grace period. Usually, a renter has a five day grace period, and if that was the case, I would be fine. No stress. But I don't. The rent is due on the first of the month. The landlady will be coming over to collect rent this afternoon and I just don't have it right now. I want to run and hide. I don't want to tell her that I don't have it. I know she will let me pay her later but I'll feel like such a loser saying that I don't have the rent. Maybe I should just go ahead and call her before she comes over. I am STRESSED!!

On another note, I redesigned my site last night. I have lots of ideas for it just not enough time to do it all. I included a couple of links to some of my livejournal friends' site on the links page, if you want yours down or included just let me know and I'll do it.

Melted Plasticastle
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