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Sunday, December 29, 2002
11:46 p: Damn!   + memory?
mood: amused
Why didn't I think of this?

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Monday, December 23, 2002
10:00 a   + memory?
I received a couple of early Christmas presents yesterday and I don't know if there will be any gift that will be able to top them. I have been asking Earl for diamond earrings for three Christmases and he finally gave them to me and they are GORGEOUS! And Kendra's aunt, Kim, gave me a framed 8x10 of Kendra and I. This picture is beautiful! I have never seen a better picture, ever! Everything is perfect about it--even me. I wish I still had my scanner so I could show everyone. It looks like we modeled for it, so perfect and beautiful but I don't even remember the photographer (at Kim's wedding) taking the picture. I wish I could show you.

I have been so busy lately with everything that I don't have time to do anything on the computer anymore. I get to check my email every now and then but that's about it. I need to slow down before I burn out.

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Monday, December 16, 2002
9:12 a   + memory?
I have an idea for a homemade christmas gift for Earl...I want to take a blank journal and write poems, notes, quotes, and draw pictures in it for him....

What are some of YOUR favorite poems and quotes? I need a little help.

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Sunday, October 6, 2002
1:50 p   + memory?
I talk WAY too much shit when I've had too much to drink. What should I do about this??

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Tuesday, August 13, 2002
10:09 p: Photos   + memory?
mood: happy
Kim gave me these pictures that Linn took at her wedding. I didn't even know that they existed. They are wonderful! I love them. I don't have many pictures of Kendra and I together so these are very special to me. I wish I had more of us together but it is usually me behind the camera. :(

There is another one that Kim's wedding photographer took of us that turned out beautifully. I am waiting to get my copy of that one too, along with more of Kendra and Kim. I can't wait to see them!



Mommy and KendraCollapse )

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Tuesday, July 23, 2002
7:04 p   + memory?
pigtailwhores

Someone sent me a link to this, but there are no members yet...

4:47 p   + memory?
I should update my journal soon....

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Sunday, July 7, 2002
1:46 p   + memory?
Virus Notification?

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Wednesday, July 3, 2002
4:25 p   + memory?
I think my journal will be friends only from now on.

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Tuesday, July 2, 2002
11:05 p: Surely this has got to be a fucking joke!   + memory?
mood: amused
Apparently, some "rock stars" and their wifes and girlfriends have a livejournal. I find this just a little hard to believe but here's the list...

jacobyshaddix_--Jacoby Shaddix from Papa Roach
kellydick--Wife of Jacoby Shaddix from Papa Roach
tobinesperance--Bassist for Papa Roach
sliminem--Eminem
kim_scott--Ex-Wife of Eminem
skyehoppus--Wife of Mark Hoppus from Blink182
devondavis--Girlfriend of Jonathan Davis from Korn

Yeah, I'm thinking it's got to be roleplaying because if you go here-->the_list, then everyone has a damn livejournal. Ah, ok, at the bottom of the user info it states something about roleplaying. It's lame never-the-less. People are just weird!

2:46 p   + memory?
mood: stressed
I got a letter from the child support office saying that I received an overpayment and I owe them $225 that I must pay back within 15 days. That is bullshit. I don't owe them any money, there was three months that I didn't receive any child support. Did they forget about those three months or what?! So, now, because I said that I won't repay it and I requested an administrative hearing to get this shit straightened out. But this is not the part that stresses me out. I rely on my child support check each month to pay for my rent. Last month I didn't receive the check (i.e overpayment bullshit) so now I am lacking the money that I need for the rent. I'm expecting another check to come in the mail for payment for some work I have done, but he's paying me installments so I don't know how much he will be sending. I seriously doubt that it will cover the amount that I am lacking. I am so stressed out. I just want to run away.
I am going to look up the Georgia laws and renters rights because I believe that I have a 5 day grace period by law. If that is so, then I will present the landlady with that information and I won't stress over this issue any longer. I will go do that now.

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Monday, July 1, 2002
10:40 a: Stressed   + memory?
mood: stressed
I'm trying not to be stressed out today but it is getting to me. I'm quitting smoking today. That is a big stress factor because right now all I want to do is go outside and sit on the porch a smoke a Marlboro Light as I watch to cars go by. But I know I have to do it. I don't want to die like my Grandmother did, at the age of 62. I want to be around for a while for my daughter.
My number one stress factor right now is money. It is the first of the month, therefore rent time. Well, as of right now, I only have $200. I have been waiting on two checks to come in that haven't come in yet. I'm about to scream, I don't want to be late on my rent but it seems inevitable. The worst part is that there is no grace period. Usually, a renter has a five day grace period, and if that was the case, I would be fine. No stress. But I don't. The rent is due on the first of the month. The landlady will be coming over to collect rent this afternoon and I just don't have it right now. I want to run and hide. I don't want to tell her that I don't have it. I know she will let me pay her later but I'll feel like such a loser saying that I don't have the rent. Maybe I should just go ahead and call her before she comes over. I am STRESSED!!


On another note, I redesigned my site last night. I have lots of ideas for it just not enough time to do it all. I included a couple of links to some of my livejournal friends' site on the links page, if you want yours down or included just let me know and I'll do it.

Melted Plasticastle

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Sunday, June 30, 2002
11:19 p: her song becomes me   + memory?
I'm working on a new layout for my site based on the last digital image that I did. I make so many layouts then decide later that I really don't like it. I'm thinking that I am going to finish this one and actually put it up. I don't know, I need some feedback on it so let me know what you think.

Screen Shot


I pressed f11 on the screen shot to see what it might look like in a higher resolution. I think it looks fine either way though.

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Friday, June 28, 2002
12:58 p   + memory?
mood: stressed
We seem to be having a family crisis. Something has gone wrong and I hope everything comes out good in the end. I don't know what we would do if our suspicions are true.

2:03 a: Beautiful   + memory?
mood: accomplished

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Thursday, June 27, 2002
11:40 p   + memory?
mood: anxious
I swear I am going to have to put Earl in a rubber room. He has become the most accident prone person lately. He's worse than the children. He has broken all but probably four of our glasses, 2 of my good plates, spilled drinks everywhere including on my brand new WHITE down comforter. He is no longer allowed to drink anywhere but in the kitchen. I went out and bought some cheap plastic cups from walmart so they won't be broken, and that is what he drinks out of. I guess I am going to have to go out and buy plastic plates (if they sell them) for him to use as well. I could have killed him for spilling that damn drink on my comforter, I had to wash it three times to get the freaking stain out. I don't know what his problem is.

The pigtails website that I am working on is coming along quite well. However, I am still in need of some models. divangel, venusnin, glitter_kittie, and vblackangelv have sent me some great pictures to use on the site but I still need more. Maybe I could find some cam-girls that want to promote their cam through this website? milosgirl has promised me some pictures...along with quite a few others. I just want this site to blow Vince away! I want it to be something that he will really be impressed with.

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Wednesday, June 26, 2002
11:28 p: He's away   + memory?
My brother left for Deleware to visit my Dad on June 3rd. Dad wanted Joel to spend the summer with him, everyone thought it would be a good idea because our parents seperated when Joel was two years old so he doesn't really have any memories of Dad. I don't know why we all thought it would be ok. It isn't. All my Dad has done since Joel has been there is make him work, shoveling horse shit at that. He hasn't paid Joel a dime, hasn't taken him any where, or even spent any kind of quality time with him. But to tell you the truth, I really didn't expect much from Dad. He has never done anything for us, why start now?
Well, today, Joel had enough. He told Dad he wanted to come home and wasn't nice about it, apparently. They had an arguement and Dad told Joel that he was lazy and that Joel had to get a job to pay for his ride home. What the fuck!? I can't believe him. Well, tonight while Dad was taking a shower, Joel got his shit and ran away. He went to this music store that he had been telling me about and called Mom. Mom called Dad and he acted as if he didn't know what the hell was going on, that he didn't tell Joel that he had to pay for his way home and all this bullshit. Now, everything has settled down and Joel is supposed to be coming home Saturday.
I miss him so much, my little brother. It seems like he's been gone for months when it has only been three weeks. I'm glad he is coming home.

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Tuesday, June 25, 2002
3:13 p: fun with google.com   + memory?
mood: bored
jonna isCollapse )

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Saturday, June 22, 2002
12:43 a: Pigtails.com   + memory?
mood: awake
I have been working feverishly on a website for a friend of mine, Vince, since Wednesday. I'm sure there are some people on livejournal who think I am weird as shit because I have been scouting out pretty girls to see if they would be willing to take pictures for me. So far I've gotten pictures from divangel(thank you so much!) and milosgirl(I would really like for you to be one of the featured girls i.e lots of pictures) and I have received replies saying they would take pictures for me from vblackangelv, crystaljaded, glitter_kittie, and dometrent. I'm so excited and I can't wait to see the pictures. If any of you would be willing to take pictures for me, that would be wonderful and I would worship you always!

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Wednesday, June 19, 2002
1:37 p: Rant   + memory?
mood: irritated
You know what I really hate? When you feel a certain way about something and others may or may not agree with you, and those that don't agree go on and on about it. Trying to belittle you or maybe even change your mind. Why can't people just have their opinions about things without constant nagging? This is why it is best not to talk about politics or religion.

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